we like to jam hard things into soft things because it makes us feel fine.

holy fuck my-life to bits-and-pieces. it struck me that i really hate everyone because i just really like them a lot.

but then again, i really love the fact that i can go play pinball with me and myself and i. a fucking ball-er and i feel so fine about it.

anyways. back to the point.

i really don't like people because they step into situations that they have no right to meander in. get the fuck out of here. if i wanted you in my fucking personal life, i would have asked you to be there. here is where i have to make some decisions.
for one... i have told too many people too many things about my life. i want ME to be MI
NE and i want you to be mine and when i can't have that,.... well shit son...I'm not so super stoked.


i know i tried. so now i will leave you. airplane mode. it just seems like the right thing to do. i let too many people into my life. i never want to do this again.
i don't really want you to leave me now. but when i have this fantasy that i will see you again... we just call for it. we just hold onto it and we yell for it.
when you tuck your feet into those sacks called socks, you will know what I'm talking about...
after all, we are just running for the thrill of it.

there is something in my freezer that makes me want to never eat food again. when ever i open the freezer "channel" ( the cupboard that is a cold place for food) i want to cut my hands off... one layer of skin at a time. whatever happened to this freezer, i have no idea. but i know that i can't touch one thing in there without getting infected with the funk. this shit makes me bum out hard core. if i had to compare it to something in my "real time life" i would have to say that it would be similar to the vomit of someone who had been drinking milk from some prego human tit.

basically it smells like foot jam.

 i don't eat bread that often, so if you want, i can get you some of this foot jam funk and you can smear it all over your toast and tell me all about it... but i already know how shity it smells so maybe we can go in on an investment. people eat cheese that smells/tastes like ass hole (believe me, its GOOD) so why not just straight up eat something that smells like what it is... foot jam... jam for your bread from your foot! when you make the masses interested in this yum time, that is when i come into play. investment. eat my freezer foot cheese, pay for it, live strong and well.

................ and when you wake up, please, tell me what you saw.... because i saw something brighter and better.

 eat a fat dick.
yum

sincerely...

(someone who cares so little about your feelings that she hopes that you just don't have them....)

ME