It's been a while... things just haven't felt right. Until now. It's been a wild ride. I feel like a lose canon, or maybe just a wild card.
Or I may have just found out that I like everything about my life.
One thing that is solid and true: I have the most desirable friends and family. They care like those colorful bears up in the sky; they sparkle like a million strippers; their insight is that of a guru; our love is comparable to nothing I know. And I love them. I love them like waking up from a nightmare and knowing that everything is fine. I love them the way a tree loves water. I need them. I need you. I love you.
So I am here to say thank you and sorry.
Thank you for your support, friendship and for being you.
Sorry for my general lack of participation and overall disregard for anything.
We are all going different ways and it feels good, it feels right.
However, it feels lonely, yet, overwhelmingly full. I will always love my friends and I will never let them go because they are me and I am them... eye to sight/heart to heat/ear to silence.
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