oh my goddess. i wan to curl up in a ball and bawl. i stopped feeling sorry for myself, but sometimes, you just need to cry for yourself.
i thought that my life for the next 4 months was over. no sailing, no shralpin, no work, no walk, no dance. thank you, kristine, for never second guessing your decisions today. here we go... this should be good....
you know when you were little, and you never actually KNEW what clouds were? maybe you were like me, and you thought that they were made by those massive metal pillars that were the center of your little town... maybe you knew that it was just your Mother that conducted this ceremony in the sky in which we call weather, or maybe you thought it was snow in a far off land... whatever the case, these clouds bring things... things that make you wet. that make your life possible. things that make your life better. fuck, who cares what they bring to you personally... its all the same.
point is... you see a cloud in the sky.... you sort of know what it is. kind of like everything in life... you sort of know what is going on. but not.
clouds are the arm that churns the butter that is the snow on the hill that i like to slide down on. sometimes this snow mimics the clouds that make it... deceptive.
i saw some yum time chowder. i followed a path. i took the one less traveled. the crystalized water under my feet fell. and i fell with it. we fell together... but not in love. we did not fall in love. just because my face is red, does not mean that i am in love. just because my legs are weak, does not mean i am in love. just because my back cracked, does not mean that i had great sex.
no i just fell. i did not fall in love. i just fell with the snow that i was standing on. and when i fell, i felt my foot fleeting. x ray. y ray. my way.
i have the most amazing friends! i have the MOST AMAZING FRIENDS!
who needs to walk anyways, when you can roll!
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